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Your Stories / Re: Just forget it !!
« Last post by siyue on Today at 07:41:46 AM »
Don't give up. Please. Your life matters.

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Your Stories / Re: Everything that I feel
« Last post by siyue on Today at 07:27:18 AM »
Interesting.
I've been a watcher all my life. Like I'm watching everyone else like they are television. I didn't really fit in. Now I'm trying to get more involved and noticed more than once that I'm a person in this world too and I have an affect on others. I'm so glad though it is mostly a good affect.
Isolation is a very bad thing for humans. It tends to make things worse.
Have you ever seen the movie Castaway on the Moon?  That has become one of my favorite movies. It is sad and happy and funny and moving... it is a work of art. It does have some shocking bits and a few bad words. Just a warning if you decide to watch it.  It is about human connection.

One thing about you that is nice is that you have a clean space. It would be nice if you would help someone else out that isn't very clean to help them to be cleaner.

I really wish people wouldn't hurt themselves. Look at your hand. See how marvelous it was made? You can grasp things gently and also you can use strength. You can make really neat things with your hands and scratch an itch on your nose. A lot of work was put into thinking up the design and its functions of your hands.

Have you ever thought about getting a dog? If you get an animal like a dog you would have to take care of it and take it outside and walk it. You will get exercise which helps with depression. You will get to see other people maybe at a park without direct contact  and then later you may meet someone else that has a dog and become friends.
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Your Stories / Re: I Dont know what to do right now
« Last post by siyue on Today at 06:57:21 AM »
I understand.  I used to feel hopeless and felt like dieing would be better. But it isn't. Most things in this world is temporary. One thing though that is contributing to your sadness is you being alone. Do you have anyone you can sit with? A sibling? A parent? Another thing that makes it worse could be the music you listen to. I remember when I was sad or angry I would listen to alternative music or what ever was popular. If the music is sad or sadistic with the screaming it will make us feel like that and even can influence our thinking. Be careful of the music you listen to.
Writing an essay wouldn't be so bad. It was always hard for me to talk about anything. I had to write it down. Sometimes that in itself made me feel a bit better. Sometimes making my mom read it afterward made me feel better just knowing someone else knew about what I was feeling and thinking.
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Your Stories / Just forget it !!
« Last post by ZachAllen1229 on Today at 05:32:17 AM »
Just ready to slit my wrist cause nothing gonna get better i give up freak it
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Your Stories / Re: 1pill, 2pill, red pill, blue pill
« Last post by Edneanna90 on Today at 05:24:37 AM »
Are you going to continue asking questions until you decide not to do it or are you actually going to try?
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Your Stories / I Dont know what to do right now
« Last post by ZachAllen1229 on Today at 05:06:01 AM »
Well this is my first post but i have been feeling really lonely in this world and i done tried to kill myself numerous times and i really need help i just want someone to talk to about this cause everyday of my life i just want to die and i know i sound desperate but i really feel like i am i m really depressed i do good in school but everyday i come home i sit alone and listen to music i try having a girlfriend but it dont help its hard for me to speak my feelings out so i m just trying this out if it will help cause i keep everything in me and i could write a whole essay here cause i really dont know what to do right now i m just very lost  :'(
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Your Stories / The same thing over and over
« Last post by Crazy mom on Today at 04:37:27 AM »
Age 5, 12, 18, 22, 30,40 I have the same feeling.  I am crazy.  I'm a little more insightful but I still feel the same at my core.  As I've gotten older, I lean more toward the thought that I will never get any better.  I am harnessed by drugs so I can deal with life but I still think it would be better if I weren't here.  I'm on the 14 year plan.  I just have to make it that far so my son will be able to cope with the inevitable end.  I have the same desire to run that I have always had.  Instead of packing my few belongings, I think about getting in my car and running away.  Despite all of this, I keep trying.  I take my pills, I see my therapist, and seek out information as to why I am this way.  I keep a lot of my thoughts to myself because if my husband, friends, or family knew how matter of fact my thoughts are, they would no doubt be affected.  As I said, I'm trying.  I came to this forum to try to have some outlet for the thoughts that rack my mind.  I hope at the very least to have a distraction.
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Helpful Information / Eating disorder
« Last post by Lindstat on Today at 04:27:32 AM »
Okay so two years ago I was a normal happy outgoing confident girl. I ate out all the time and didn't really diet or exercise and I was still pretty thin. I didn't care. Then I started watching what I ate more when I got my boyfriend. And I saw the scale going down. Then no matter how healthy I ate it just sat on the same number. One day I hear that calories, no matter what they're from, are the ultimate cause of weight loss. So health didn't matter. I'd choose the fries over apples if the calories were less. I obviously became anorexic. I didn't know for a long time and when I finally realized I had a problem I started increasing my calories. I'd have a glass of milk a day. Then I'd try to eat a piece of chicken and end up throwing it away and running a mile. Over time it's progressed and now somehow I've found myself addicted to chewing and spitting like you wouldn't believe. Heard about it on a pro Ana site. Tried it once. A year later it's all I can think about. I guess it's a form of bulimia. Getting the taste and the feeling without the calories. So I've tried everything I can to stop. I can't. I'm a normal girl besides this. Nobody knows. Im pretty (not to sound cocky) I go on dates I party I hang out with my friends.. I can't be jar boring this gross secret. I have to have a roommate in three months. I can't be doing this. It's disgusting and embarrassing. I've tried everything to stop though. So what do I do now?
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I like that idea when both parties make a list on what to work/improve on, forgive, & it's the simple things you can do to naturally get back to showing affection to one another  :D
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Relationship Advice / Re: I don't know anymore..
« Last post by beautybotique on Today at 12:30:42 AM »
If the individual wont seek to get help when they should (because it means his family's life emotionally, mentally & physically) then the situation will only get worse. The solution is to get help and apply it for everyone's safety. If he doesn't want to get help then it shows he doesn't love himself and risking his family's life! Which is totally not a caring nor loving thing to ignore.
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